I'm mad at myself! M...

I'm mad at myself! MAD! ... I have 4 pair of jeans in my closet... 4 cute DARK jeans. Guess what? They don't freakin fit! I wish I could say... They're too big but I freakin suck ass! Last night though... I was about to order a new pair of fat jeans because ya know? I neeeed jeans! But they we're $50 bucks, plus shipping! I could just buy them in Knoxville but we're not going shopping anytime sooooon. Instead? I bought $48 bucks worth of protein powder to shrink my ass. I'm so f*cking proud of myself. Screw you fat jeans! Screwwwwwww you! I just thought I'd share! I gained like 30'ish pounds since the break up of Frank. Time to stop using that excuse, don'tcha think? Grrrrrrrr! (I just realized I've made 4'ish new posts... wow. I think that's a record for me this summer!)

Awww... Katie.. Hang those jeans that dont fit somewhere in your house where you can see them at all times, they are now your goal pants..UNTIL you get too SMALL for them!... drink that protein... log what you eat... pretend you are fresh out of surgery... you CAN do it.. Cheering you on!!!! Beckie

Baha....I thought I was the only one who did this. When I was single, fresh out of surgery, I thumb tacked a pair of jeans to my bedroom wall, so I saw them everyday. It worked.

LOL - My mom has a dress hanging in her room... I think it happens... more then people will admit!

LOL - I did that last night! I have them hanging with the cute shirt toooo! Thanks Beckie!

that's awesome katie-bug..I'm proud of ya too... and don't fret.. well do.. I do too.. but I've put on some weight too.. and I'm miserable. I went and bought a couple next size up pants at the discount store.. I didn't think cameltoe.. was appropriate work attire.. but I'm getting really psyched up about starting this pouch challenge Monday.. I figure if right now is the most I'm gonna weigh.. I'm good with that. and like you with Frank.. I have the well I did quit drinking.. and I did quit smoking.. and that's all good .. but now I need to quit gaining.. so time to get my ass in gear ooopps.. sorry Kellee i cursed again... sooooo... can't wait to do this with ya Monday Katie-Bug

I know I can do it... I just get frustrated. I should be at goal by now but with the other issues that happened... Whateverrrrrrrrr. I've been cutting down but on Monday, I'm just gonna go full protein till I can't stand it!

Katie.... I am sure that you will be back in those pants in no time....sounds like you are ready to get back on track.....I did not lose anything for over a year and I have now started losing again....

hey beautiful!!!! how the heck are ya??? miss ya....9 days left as a swan

Hey Sweetie... I am doing good......I was just thinking about you today...wondering how things are going for you.....I miss you too....wow 9 days....I wish i could be there......You are going to be such s beautiful bride...I know there will be lots of pictures.....I am so happy for you..... Tina