Hi All
As Rhonda said, I got home last night instead of today. I guess the way I and the councler thought of it was that The one more day wouldnt really matter cuz I have all the info I need already, I'm clean and in a more stable state of mind and one more day wont matter in the long run cuz I have enuff info to make it work and if I dont it's not for lack of knowing how. it's up to me now. Rhonda has been more than kind thru this and you all have given me more than I deserve.I feel good and strong and think i have taken many more proactive steps in my recovery than I did last time. I have a great sponser and alot of phone #s from people in the program, I started journaling, reading The AA book and am going to meetings with a differant frame of mind. not so much a chore this time, but a matter of willingness and looking forward to it. Thanks all for your kind words, emails, support, calls,cards and letters. They really touched me and let me know that I have more to lose than I thought.
I didnt get on the PC much today except to job search, burn some CD's for Rhonda's Mom and Dad's 50th Ann. Then Read, Journaled, went to An AA meeting then to the job center then back to another meeting then home to clean. So, I'll be on more soon. Right now I am mentally and emotionally exhausted but in a good cleansing way. Thanks again all.