Eating big on Wednesday...

I am one of the 20% of RNY failures. Unlike the successful people, I still need to eat more food and more frequently. I don't fit in on the other forums because I still am ravenously hungry and lose control of my eating. My blood sugars are frequently too high and too low. A revision is not possible for me. I am 42 lbs. above my goal weight which I never attained. I gain weight rapidly when I follow my appetite. I don't fit in with the "back on track" because the best I can do, as a WLS failure, is not on track and I never was on track. I thought maybe there are other failures that would like to keep accountable to help get as close to goal as possible. If you are curious what I eat please check it out. Keep in mind that some days are better than others and I am doing the best I can. Daisy

Breakfast: Better'n egg sandwich (100 cal. whole wheat flat bread, 1/4 c Better'n Eggs, 1 sl fat free cheese, turkey pastrami), coffee with chocolate protein powder and sf caramel.

Snack: Nuked apple with skin and cinnamon and sugar free syrup, 2 light laughing cow babybel cheese, dark chocolate, walnuts and dried cherry homemade candy (150 cal)

Lunch: light hot dog, light wheat bun, spinach and tomato salad, 100 cal fruit crisp (low sugar and fat)

Snack: NSA/ FF cheesecake (170 cal., 28 gm protein, 415 mg calcium): 100 cal fruit crisp

Pre dinner blood sugar was 108 which is really good because it was only 2 hours after my snack.

Dinner: chicken thigh (skin removed), home made vegetable soup (broth and non starch veggies), spinach salad with tomato and fat free Italian dressing.

Snack: NSA/FF Mojito cheesecake (170 cal.)