Prayers Needed.
I'm sorry you have to deal with another major dilemma. You've already been through so much. You are a super strong woman and will find your way through this too. Yes, you had a temporary lapse, but you quickly realized it was the wrong approach and instead, you reached out to this group for support. That shows tremendous growth in handling the eating disorder. Throw the junk food out. Think about how far you've come and all the new little things your body can do with less weight. Focus on the positive. That's how you will get through this. Keep coming back to this group for help. We are all in this together. I will keep you in my thoughts.
Thank you so much for all the support. I am so emotional right now I was crying while reading them. I needed all the good thoughts yall sent my way. I am straightening up my eating again. I have a few job leads. One which I really really hope I get. It will mean a huge yearly pay increase. They called me today asking for my resume to which I promptly emailed them. I know the Lord has his plans for me and they will be glorious even though the road to get there may suck.
I prayed for a change in my life and got the surgery. It looks like that was not all he had in store for me to answer my prayers with. If I get this job I am going back to school to further my education and get the next degree up. That will ensure my stability in the future...in case this ever happens again.
My previous company is trying to screw me over on my severance pay. I have some good people in my corner going to bat for me. I know it will work out. There are really good people in this world. I see it every day. Good karma begets good karma. I firmly believe this.
I love you guys and gals. XO
It's okay. :) You're going to be okay.
*EVERYONE* stress-eats from time to time. The important thing is that you recognized it and came here for support. LIke me, you're early out, so if you stop now, that weight will drop right off again. No irreparable harm done.
The issue is finding some other way to comfort yourself than by eating. Do you have hobbies, preferably something you do with your hands? If all else fails, leave the house and go for a walk, or even a drive.
I'm very sorry about your job.