Cannot believe it's tomorrow!!

I'm having surgery at 730am tomorrow!!! Holy crap. Can this really be happening? For so long it was just a wish, a prayer and a distant hope.
 
I had crazy dreams last night that I was out of surgery with zero pain and was at a party and drinking alcohol!!! WTF?? I knew I wasn't supposed to be drinking but I felt so good!! So weird!!!! I remember being like "maybe I should go lay down"...the other night I had a dream I was trying to organize my vitamins and my pill organizer kept falling apart. It was like a puzzle I was trying to put together.

I hope I am able to sleep tonight. God only knows what kinds of dreams I'll have!! I have to leave my house at 4:30am since I live an hour away from the hospital. At least my babies will be sleeping because i don't think I could say goodbye to them. My 3 year old is going to have a hard time without me, he is VERY clingy lately but at least he will  get to spend time with his aunt and cousins. My 1 year old should be alright, it's ME that is going to miss them painfully.

Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers!!!

 Wishing you the best of luck and fast recovery!

Trish

 The after surgery I dreamed I ate too much and almost busted my pouch open. I was so relieved when I woke and realized it was a dream.

Good luck tomorrow!

good luck.  will be thinking of you tomorrow.  will be looking for you on the losers bench.

BIG dee

Good luck to you!

 Good luck you will do great.
Whit

I had a dream a couple days before my surgery that I woke up and looked in the mirror and my scar was kinda crooked, and that I felt no pain at all. Lol it was weird. But congrats on your date!!!! Remember lots of fluids and rest! 



-Jessy