Beginning of the end
In less than 24 hours I will be in an operating room having my life changed forever! No more guilt, shame and dread about being "super morbidly obese". No more dress rehearsal for life. No more "when I get thin" or buying a pair of pants because they will fit if I just lose 10 pounds and three years later they hang in the closet with the tags because instead, I gained another 5, 10 or 15.........
I can't imagine how many things will change and that is why at this very moment I am simultaneously ecstatic and terrified.
Please pray for me.
Sending prayers and positive thoughts your way. Wishing you a safe crossing to the other side!
C-Girl
Starting Stats: Ht: 5' 0" HW: 242 ~ SW: 229.9 ~ CW: 117 ~ Goal: 124.9 ("normal" BMI)
% EWL @ 03 months: 36% % EWL @ 09 months: 80%
% EWL @ 06 months: 63% % EWL @ 12 months + 2 weeks: 100%
You sound ready to me. Please have your angel post tomorrow to let us know how you are doing. Good luck!!
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on 12/5/11 1:12 am
Remember to take before pictures of yourself. That is one thing I did not do and I regret it because I have nothing to compare to.
I will keep you in my prayers and I promise to update everyone as soon as I hear from your husband.
Sharon (norah's spelled backwards!)