Seeing Surgeon Friday
Well everyone, I see my WLSurgeon to request to be put on the waiting list for my duodenal switch. I am scared as I have gained about 15lbs in the 3 months since I last saw him. The sleeve feels like it doesn't even exist anymore. i feel like a complete sleeve failure even though everyone, including me, knew I would need the second half. I am just scared Im am going to get **** from my surgical team. If I could diet, I wouldn't have needed WLS in the first place!!!!! With a sleeve, there is no deterrant, no problems, nothing, you can eat like a normal person. And I hate it. I want to be bloated with the ****s when I eat carbs. I need something in place to stop me, and right now, I have nothing!
Thanks for letting me vent. Im just asking for some positive thoughts, well wishes and prayers. :)
Thanks for letting me vent. Im just asking for some positive thoughts, well wishes and prayers. :)