Update after my hosptial stay.
I understand. I have two biological sons. I had one miscarriage and years later a hysterectomy. Even though I had planned on not having anymore I was sooooo sad! I cried. I felt terrible. It is natural. We have since adopted two young ladies and DH wants to adopt more. We will see. Life goes on and you need to also. Cry it out and talk about it with people. Get a counselor if you can't shake off the blues. If you ever want more babies there are lots out there in need of someone to love them.
I think it's great that you already prepared yourself for what you'd be facing - barring the unexpected and it's absolutely wonderful your mother is available to help with your little girls. I cannot identify with where you are, but I do know fear when things are out of your control and I encourage you to concentrate on yourself and healing right now. My prayers are with you.
I'm sorry you are going through all this. There is a certain finality about a hysterectomy that I think can be very difficult to accept, even when you already have the family you wanted.
On the other hand, there is a finality to your problem also - the hysterectomy cured it! You are done with it forever. There is something to be said for that.
Larra
On the other hand, there is a finality to your problem also - the hysterectomy cured it! You are done with it forever. There is something to be said for that.
Larra