Top five things I'm doing after the weight is off

I can't wait to shop with the normies.

ok that was sposed to be a bigger picture and it should say RIDE EM COWGIRL!!

lol

Oh my gosh! LOL!  I'm totally wearing that after I'm thin again and I'll take a picture and post it for the world!  Love it.

In no particular order.

1. Take my daughter to a water park and ride every ride with her.
2. Show up to my ex-husband's wedding looking hot. Ok, I'd settle for nice-looking.
3. Have more kids. Ok yeah, gotta find a man first I guess.
4. Get a family picture taken with my daughter.
5. Shop in the mall! For clothes! For me, not at Gymboree!

Oh yeah!  You'll get there, we all will.

Oh my gosh... Only 5? But, I have SO many! LOL
These are off the top of my head and don't include the health list.

1) Fly with out a seat belt extender

2) Go to Valley Fair amusement park with my family

3) Go to the movies with out worrying about fitting in the seat

4) Ride bike, ride horse, swing, rollerblade, run (maybe a 5K)

5) Have wild sex! LOL

The list could go on and on....

Your surgery is coming up in a couple of days, how exciting!!!  Isn't it cool to know that this time next year you will probably be doing all of those things?  So sweet.

I know I can't wait.

 I think my one and only focus for now is to actually feel like a person again, like a real human being instead of a blob going about the motions of pretend living.  I've been in blob mode so long, I can't imagine being a real person again.  I'm in awe of real people living their lives.

You'll get out of blob mode.