Sorry did you say its too big on me? Quick take a picture!
I'm in that annoying post weight loss phase where I am buying every item of clothing I ever dreamed of but never believed I could wear.....ever. Which also coincides with the "look at me" attention whoring that goes hand in hand. I make no bones of it...I'm utterly revolting and you should ignore me until I can behave myself. For now I'm a self obsessed fool.
I realised the other day that I am a true size 10...not a sort of size ten only in larger fit clothes....but a proper size 10. I've been wearing a size 12 for months with the occasional foray into size 10...but now my size 12's are too baggy and there is no denying it any more. Thi**** home hard yesterday when I received my lovely wrap dress in size 10 (UK 12). It was too baggy. Seriously....it was baggy around the sides. I could have worn a size 8 (UK 10) but the gut wobbles put me off. Holy **** is this some sort of hallucination?
What does all this shallowness mean? Well aside from vacuous nothingness it means that my DS is the most life transforming thing that has ever happened to me. I didn't do it to become a self obsessed dick (although I am) I did it to live a while longer and not in agony. So here I am, skinny! Me...the fattest person in the room, the village, the Town! I almost couldn't fit the bed in the Hospital and my thighs touched the walls in the hospital toilet. Now I slip in any old where without a thought. Amazing.
I now own a little black dress. I dreamed of owning this style for a long time but at 25 stone that wasn't going to happen. I even managed to get sun burnt today in the Scottish Highlands!!! I desperately need a LBL but it isn't going to happen so please excuse my lumpy lopsided bits and my non-existent titties!!
Plum dress:
LBD
Never thought I'd ever be anything other than obese...but I wished it otherwise.
I'm loving my DS more then words can ever express.
I realised the other day that I am a true size 10...not a sort of size ten only in larger fit clothes....but a proper size 10. I've been wearing a size 12 for months with the occasional foray into size 10...but now my size 12's are too baggy and there is no denying it any more. Thi**** home hard yesterday when I received my lovely wrap dress in size 10 (UK 12). It was too baggy. Seriously....it was baggy around the sides. I could have worn a size 8 (UK 10) but the gut wobbles put me off. Holy **** is this some sort of hallucination?
What does all this shallowness mean? Well aside from vacuous nothingness it means that my DS is the most life transforming thing that has ever happened to me. I didn't do it to become a self obsessed dick (although I am) I did it to live a while longer and not in agony. So here I am, skinny! Me...the fattest person in the room, the village, the Town! I almost couldn't fit the bed in the Hospital and my thighs touched the walls in the hospital toilet. Now I slip in any old where without a thought. Amazing.
I now own a little black dress. I dreamed of owning this style for a long time but at 25 stone that wasn't going to happen. I even managed to get sun burnt today in the Scottish Highlands!!! I desperately need a LBL but it isn't going to happen so please excuse my lumpy lopsided bits and my non-existent titties!!
Plum dress:
LBD
Never thought I'd ever be anything other than obese...but I wished it otherwise.
I'm loving my DS more then words can ever express.