Hello everyone..Ive been gone for 8 mths

Hello everyone. Ive been gone for 8 mths. All the new people on here wow. I have to say that I have been in another world for the last mths. My mother was killed at church in front of me...anyway, I have not been able to even get on here. I am doing ok I fell to a low of 122 lbs, because I just could not eat. But, I am back and I need to get healthy again.

I am sorry I was gone for so long , but I have been in a deep depression and barely able to work and take care of my son. I am pulling out of this slowly but surely and I need to be back here. I need this sight, to help me keep up and motivate me to do the things I need to do. I have felt so bad , but I am coming back.

 Rhonda, I am so sorry for what you have been through.  I cannot imagine.  Please take care of yourself!  I've been wondering where you were.  Hang in there mamma.  I'm glad to see your post.

Thank you Zabs, I have wondered about you. I would do this surgery again tomorrow. I have just been so confused, literally I could not get on here. I have let my health go down ,but I am getting it back. I want to gain 10 lbs. I'm so sorry I have not been here to help anyone. I got so much help from this web site. I am still gonna be Dr. Houston's star. I am back am I hope you are happy with your surgery.

 dont worry about me ladybug!  I'm 3 weeks out and loving it :)  I have tons of crazy DSers up here in DC to keep me entertained.  You get yourself together, mamma.  I'll be looking for your posts. :)

Oh, Rhonda! I'm really sorry to hear your news. Like Zabs, I just can't imagine what you've been going through. Please let us help you any way we can.

I'm glad to see you back here.

Listen, I'm okay now. I woke up after Christmas and saw what I had been doing. I am back and I need you guys support to get back to myself. I have been soooo weak could not get out of bed, and dizzy. I am back to protein and vits and its gonna be okay. Thank you .

Ronda, I am so glad to 'see' you! You have  really been in my thoughts lately. I can only imagine what kind of hell you've been through, bless your heart. *hugs*

I feel like I have been in the twilight zone for 8 mths. I hope you love your surgery and I am sorry I have not been here for the people who might have needed me. I am back and with Gods help...I will overcome this depression. I nned to be healthy for my son. Thank you for caring.

I love it most days Ronda, thanks. How's your dad managing? Glad you're back on track with your vites. I got off track seeing Dr. H when I had thyroid surgery (surprise!) at the end of September. I have been getting my labs done, just here with my PCP and then sending them to Dr. H. That's just going to have to be ok with him for now. :D

Hi Ronda, I am very sorry for  your loss. It is good that you are back with us. Have you done any labs  to see where you are? I may not ask  questions here  but I do read up on the DS forum most everyday. I feel it helps to see how people deal with all kinds of issues that may arise in our lives. The support is here.