Multi issues- need support/friends

I had my bypass 10 yrs ago and have have multi procedures to open my stomach up to even drink, have a mass on my bowel, nausea and constant vomiting, chronic abdominal pain... Just trying to exist sometimes is hard.. I had the r-n-y and my dr has retired and any dr I see is SCARED of my insides... Anyone else have similar issues? I'm a septic shock survivor also and find it hard to find anyone to talk to w/o them starting the pity.. Sorry to bother you all.. Just looking for some support.. Thanks for your time!

After 4 months of complications you'd think I'd know there was a complications forum :|

I just wanted to post that I understand how hard it is when things go wrong.  I can't offer any insights.  I had a sleeve and apparently I will get better one day but if you need to talk feel free to send me a message.  I can't imagine what it's like to not be able to find a doctor that is confident they can help you.  

God bless, Michelle

I am curious as to why you would say to stop?

Thanks for the insight