Needs some ideas
OK guys this is why we are here right to support each other? So I need some people to help me think outside the box here for a min. I am in pain still can not eat and just hell depressed I think. I not the depressed oh I want to end my life I am the depressed if this **** does not get fixed soon I am ending someones life. ( just venting, not going to happen I am WAY too cute to go to jail) So here is the short list of problem and anything and everything you could think of that it could me let me know. I have started journal the date and times that anything goes into my mouth to help the docs, hoping to get some ideas to help them out. ( YES I want to tell the doc what is wrong so they know how to fix me..wow I do need help huh?)
12/03 rny bypass
12/30 dehydration
12/31 stricture ulcer
1/3-1/11 held prisoner at the hospital bc Dr b is a meanie ( he cares just wouldnt let me go home until I could drink 64, dude that's so hard when your in pain..geesh)
2/18 egd everything looks fine ulcer is healed..YEAH...thank you god its over......
Or so I thought so I still have the pain in between my boobs, this is pain not pressure. Pressure in my back and I ALWAYS have the bgs ( bubble guts). My pain is about a 5 normally sometimes a 8 that's when I tend to freak out. I left the hospital bc I could drink through the pain I can not eat through the pain and I am forever spitting something up. I only going to the potty for number 1 1-2 times a day and number 2 maybe 2times a week. So tell me am I normal? If I am I swear I will leave them alone, but I am starting to get scared. (I don't scare easily) Dr. B told me it was gas but this is not gas pain this is someone sitting on my chest with an ice pic in my chest pain. Is that gas????? I hope it is. I still have my gallballder but all the scans come back okay. I am on ulcer meds still just in case and gasx all the time. I just....grrrr.... Okay so see guys not venting just asking for help in my EXTRA long post. So any ideas????
I will be praying that you get some answers soon!
Take Care!
Laura
Post op revision for inability to stop losing weight on 01/27/09...still no weight gain, but no more losing. Current weight is 89 pounds...goal is 110-115 and to feel good again