My drain is finally OUT after my 12/9/08 RNY
PS: Have lost 33 lbs since 12/9/08. :)
Sheesh, that must have really been awful. I know its hard for me....Its a pain to have to keep cleaning the area and dressing it. I just feel so uggh...disgusted by it. So far my doctor has told me another two weeks. So God willing I should have it out by the 24th if he thinks it looks ok. Like I said the draining that does come out of it now isn't gunky anymore. Its more of a clear fluid. It has no smell or odor to it. I don't know what it could be I was thinking its the fluids that I'm drinking. And there are only like a few times throughout the day that I notice a lot of fluid in the tubing of the drain. Its when I'm walking alot or putting pressure against the tube. Like when I clean the area and put the dressings on. So maybe its healing very slowly. I just hope it heals up. I don't want to keep this thing in for much longer! But what happens if it keeps draining and doesn't stop. I hope they wouldn't need to do surgery for that. How bad would it have to be in order for me to need to go through a surgery just to repair that leak? This is my first surgery ever and definitely my first drain so it just makes me wonder and worry. I'm so grateful to your with your reassurance that everything will be okay. I do believe you I just hate having this. But......I guess I'll take a look at the brighter side of things. It could have been a whole lot worse. I could have had some other type of complication. Why did your surgeon put a drain in you? My doctor as devastating as it sounds said I had given him complications during the surgery because of the actual size of my stomach. I laugh at it now but I can imagine how big my stomach must have been for my surgeon to say that. He was actually pretty shocked. I guess more so because I am tiny in by height. Not by weight at all. So he said he had to leave the drain in for a couple of weeks just to help my stomach heal I guess. Well thanks for your info and I appreciate the pep talk.
He sent me for an MRI to see where the leak was, and determined it was at the back, by the staple line, a particularly difficult place to operate. And it was tiny. But a leak just the same. He was very demoralized - I guess I ruined his batting average. He felt awful when I gave him a sweater as a Christmas gift (I had an Xmas week appt. and felt I should get him something - am I an idiot? Some people said to sue him!)
Anyway, the stuff in the bulb seemed smellier and chunkier in in the first month. I asked if I could get an extra bulb so I could change it weekly on my own - it's easy to change, and they sent me home with extra gauze and table. I noticed that whatever color I drank or whatever flavor popsicle I ate, it showed in the drain bulb. I never enjoyed squirting it into the toilet bowl, but resigned myself to it. I didn't want to get depressed over it.
As I previously posted, the not knowing the end date was very worrying, but I pushed it out of my mind and, as the economy crashed around me, was grateful to have a good job to go to every day. I had never had surgery before, but I know after having the one, that I don't want another one unless it's elective (i.e. plastic surgery some day) and on my own terms. Going under anesthesia to fix a surgeon's "mistake" - well, I resented that idea. He said he checked for leaks during the operation and believe him. But he's human and I was merely unlucky.
Again, as previously posted, if you search around these boards, there are people with leaks who end up with feeding tubes, end up in the Emergency room with excrutiating pain and high fevers, etc. As long as you are draining, your leak is controlled. It is far worse to have a leak with no drain in you than not. Because then all that crap is inside you. Better out than in. And, as my body proves, given time,the body heals itself and expells the foreign object (the drain) and then one day, it's out. If you are not on a feeding tube now, I doubt that you will go on one. Your leak sounds mild, like mine.
There wasn't anything I didn't eat, or any experience (except more intensive exercise and sleeping on my stomach) that I didn't miss out on in these 8 weeks because I wore a drain. Be grateful it's still in you, sucking that garbage out while you are healing. And I might add that my personal experience has been that I do not dump or get nauseous. I have eaten just about anything I have tried and kept it down. I haven't vomited once. So, there are people out there with no leaks who 4 -5 - 8 months later are posting that they are still on purees and can't keep meat down, etc. I would rather have the drain for 8 weeks and the easy-going pouch I got than their strictures and fussy pouches with no leaks.
This post was long, but I'm trying to help :) Feel better and send me a message any time.
You are not alone. I just did this a month ahead of you. The reason why the stuff isn't in my body now is that the path of the drain tube has been healing up and it was ready to close right up to the opening in my outer skin. By removing the drain, it can now close up completely. My gauze had only been slightly stained and I feel fine now. In one week I bet I'm 100%.