You're only human hon. I think we all get angry at the loss of loved ones. I know I still ask why my parents had to go, but heck they were in their 80's so it really was to be expected. It just makes it all the harder when they are so much younger! I think God expects us to be angry sometimes so He can show us His love and comfort.

It has been a really good holiday season for me so far.  I have been wishing store clerks and restaurant servers "Merry Christmas" and most have been relieved and wi**** back to me.  

I also try to remain calm, and gracious to people who seem harried and hopeless.  So many people have no clue what this season is all about, and I try to show love to express its real meaning.  

I will be posting a message about my brother.

Hugs,
Trish

 I am getting sleeved on Monday! 

I have BCBSTX and they wanted me to have 6 months of Nutrition doc, 3 Psyh visits, endoscopy, sleep study, and cardiac clearance. I have hypothyroidism (under control thank God) , anxiety because of my thyroids(not taking any meds no more), anemia, high cholesterol, HBP, asthma, and obstructive sleep apnea.

 Thank you! 

Yes I do plan to be an active poster on this site. I will keep you all updated! Its good to know that you all will be praying for me! Thanks again!

 Hi and welcome.  We are a small, but prayerful group here.  We need more people to stay active.  I hope you will post regularly, and let us know how your surgery and recovery are going.  

I am not familiar with VSG surgery, but I am sure you will be needing to sip and walk regularly post-op.  

Hugs,
Trish