CONFUSION - UGHHHHHH

I am seeking some advice from Christians about WLS. I have been approved for the lap band, but am now having a lot of doubts. Surgery is set for April 13th (strangely, the same day Jesus had His last supper!). I am torn as to whether or not me getting the surgery is a way of not allowing God to fully work in me. Like, He gives us self-control, so I should have that in regards to my food. (I don't seem to though). Am I insulting Him by having surgery? Am I not trusting Him? Also, I was so sure about having surgery and in the past few days have gotten so confused and been second guessing. I found out about the 1 week pre-op all liquid diet and just see no way I can stick to it (if I could do that, why would I need WLS???). I have read about complications like reflux, erosion, puking, not losing weight,etc. Then I think I should commit to something like WEigh****chers and rely on God for the self control and on Him to take away the intense hunger. But then I feel like I've tried before and failed. I just don't know what to do. I posted all this on the lap band site, but I truly need input from Christians because we see things differently than others, ya know? I am meeting with my pastor/counselor on Saturday about all of this. I welcome your input and advice as well. Thank you and God bless you all.

Michelle, healing comes in many different venues.....surgery is a mechanism for healing. For many of us, I think we tend to look differently at WLS because it is a surgery we "choose" instead of an emergency situation "choosing" it for us. I never doubt that God is the the Director of my affairs. I simply prayed for "open and shut" doors as it related to this decision. And, in His faithfulness I believe He will guide you too, to resolution and peace about your choice. God will not love you any less....nor can He love you any more. God's love is 100% all the time. luvitsunnyv

Hi Michelle. You are very normal in your feelings. This is a big step...a life-changing step. I will pray for you. God is always with you. Peg

Michelle, I had the exact same fears. I NEVER thought I could get through the 1 week pre-op liquids, but I did! God helped me through every step. I prayed many times that if what I was pursuing was wrong for me that He would shut the doors. Do you know that I was approved for surgery and had it all within 2 months of me stepping into my docs office? God opened all the doors all the way. My hubby was fearful of my recovery. Again God stepped in and I recovered so quickly with little to no side effects. I wouldn't change a thing about what I have done in getting my band. You're in my prayers and TRUST HIM to get you through this opportunity to better your body!!! Kim 217/191/135