I'm bummed :-(

Hi to everyone. Just thought I would come here and pout a little bit. All day yesterday I was looking so forward to going to the first nights women bible study that was starting up. Now that was such an answer to pray because we always had a committment on Tuesday nights, and the Lord worked it out so we no longer had to be their. Will at 8:30 last night I just remembered that I had forgotten to go. I know my mind has been going in all different directions lately (selling our place) but for something I wanted to do so bad you'd think I'd remember. Anyway I dont' know why Im sharing this, I guess I just needed to vent. I feel better now. Thank-you! A realater just called and is bringing some one by to look at the place so I need to go and tidy tidy tidy up. Thinking of you all Geri

Hey Geri, Sorry to hear you are a bit down today. I have been thinking so much about if I can even have the surgery, I've been stressing. I haven't even seen my PCP about it yet. I hope the realtor has some good news for you. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. Is it just you and your husband? Take it easy. May Gods peace be with you. Corinn

Thanks Corinn, Im so sorry you've been stressing. May Our Lord Jesus fell you with his Peace today. I know it will be in God's timing when this place or if this place gets sold, but I just want to make it happen on my time table. I feel like Im living in limbo right now, but I do also feel like this is a time that I need to trust in him every second of my life. Thanks for your prayers. Geri

Hi Geri, I'm sorry to hear that you missed bible study. I would offer to help you remember but I will probably forget to do it. (I think it's my age) Hope your schedule slows down some and everything goes well with the sale of the house. Love you much sweety Georgeann

Georgie, Your so cute I wasn't wanting to admit that maybe I was having a senior moment let's try hours, but I won't forget next week. hopefully You have a wonderful and awsome day today. Let the love of Jesus shine through. Geri

GERI !!!!! I miss you!!Are you alright? Are you in the midst of selling the place? Sorry I have'nt written on the message board but I've been working a lot and to be quite honest I am exhausted a lot of the time still.Here I am 5 weeks out from surgery and I'm still so tired.My incision still hurts too!!!!!! I wish I could have had it Lap but because it's so new the 1st 10 had to be done open and I was # 3! After that Dr.Stone can do them Lapscope.Well.I have lost almost 30 lbs and can wear between an 18 & 20 and am into a 1X shirt instead of busting out of my 2X's.Still struggling w/ some depression. Am possibly switching jobs soon.Not sure .Have an interview tomorrow A.M.I'd be working Recovery Room at a huge Eye Clinic.The hours would be better and right now I'm driving 40 minutes to work.This would only be a 5-10 minute drive.I usually get home now between 7-7:30 at night and w/ the new job I'd get off at 4-4:30.It would be great for my family.The hard part is I've worked at the same clinic for 20 years and it would be very diff to say goog-bye to my boss.He has depended on me for a long time.BUT---my family needs me more around here.Please pray God will reveal what is right to do. Please let me know how you are--even if you are down.Love you! Shelley

Hi Shelly, Oh thank-you so much for remembering me. I know it's been a while since I have written to you are even on the message board. I try to read them when I can. I sometimes go to the California board too. When I see a post I want to respond to, I tell myself as soon as I catch up reading all the post, then I will go back and respond. Will you know what happens. My kids will need me, the dogs or cats need me, the house cleaning needs me, my hubby will want me and then I never get back to write. Anyway no more excuses. I am so happy to hear from you. I'm sorry your still not feeling up to par but one day you will wake up, have all this energy, will put something on that you will think no way will it fit, and it will be to baggy, and then you'll just have this big smile on your face Until then rest as much as you can, make sure your getting all your water and vitamins in. This is a season and it will pass. Please call me anytime you want a shoulder to cry on are just someone to pray for you. Im only a phone call away. I will pray that God will direct you on which job to go for. He always works it out, it's just the waiting time huh. Will the house is still up for sale. No takers yet. Im kinda feeling that the Lord is telling us it's not time. In a way I hope it doesn't sell until after the holidays. if at all. I went on a job interview for a company that goes into big office buildings and takes care of plants. I could work around the girls schedule, plus I love plants. Im also going to go on an interview today working for a funeral home. It's close to my home, I can pretty will set my own hours. I think I would be greeting people that are coming to the funeral. Make sure flowers are set up, and make sure it goes smoothly. Again Im not sure what the Lord is up to but I know he knows and I;m praying he will show me the way. Praise God, my husband is now working five days a week again. Jaco will end in Nov. or Dec. and who knows maybe they will keep him on. Until that time I will trust in him the best I can, and continue to Praise his Name. Our little cat Gerogie, had to go to the emergency room last week. We almost lost him. He had a blocked bladder. It cost us over 900.00 dollars but we our so thankful he did not die, and the day before it happened we were sent a check in the mail for 1,000 from an overdraft that we were supposed to get months earlier but had forgotten about. Does our God take care of us? He knows are needs even before us. Anyway Shelli I know I have rambled on about me, but I do want to thank you again for taking the time to write me. Blessings Geri