All in HIS time !!

I spent about an hour in thought/meditation last night.. My surgeons office called and I have been approved, and have an EDG on Monday and Gallbaldder ultrasound on Tuesday !!!! I had a strong fear last night that I would not wake up from Surgery and leave my 2 small children and hubby without a wife and mother. So I filled the tub, and climbed in to pray. I took several deep breathes and just prayed that if this is his will , all will work out great !!! I had a much more settled feeling when I got out of the bath an hour later. Please just pray that all goes Well. and my children get the mother that I know I can be (ie more active and healthy) and my hubby gets his wife back from the "fat hell" God Bless Kim

YOU HAVE MY PRAYERS. JUST LEAVE IT IN GOD'S HAND HE IS IN CHARGE AND ALL IS WELL.

Kim, that is very normal to have those kinds of fears. I think when it first hits you that this is a for sure thing, you just have many different emotions. It sounds like your doing the right thing by just talking to the Lord about it. He wants all are fears and emotions. Keep us posted. Geri