34.5 hours to go

Hi All!! I have 34.5 hours to go. My head is fine but my body is freaking out! I have basically been in or on the toilet for the past 48 hours. On the bright side my system is going to be really really cleaned out for surgery on Tuesday!!! LOL I'm writing down phone numbers tonight for people my husband needs to call afterwards, I'm making a list of what I have to pack tomorrow, I'm doing laundry and cleaning house (at least I'm suppose to be doing that and not posting on the board!!) I'm also writing my sons letters in case anything happens. (Did any of you do this with your kids?) I know that I'm in God's big warm awesome hands and that he WILL keep me safe. He has plans for me!! He has plans for my children. He isn't ready for me to come home yet. I just wanted to say hello, I needed to connect (if that makes sense) I hope you are all having a great evening!! Hugs!! Heather

Hi Heather, I just read your post. Just wanted to say hi. I will be thinking of you* You are in my prayers... Tasha

Hello Heather! I just said a prayer for you! I have faith that our Awesome God will see you through and you'll have great success! I am hoping to schedule surgery in Sept/Oct. Once my date is scheduled, I plan on writing letters to each of my four sons. (I know the Lord will see me through too... but I just feel comfortable with writing to them and I'll still give the letters to them after my recovery. I think it will be good for them to hear how wonderful I think they are and how proud of them I am.) Anyway.... you have so much to look forward too! Please post again when your on the losing side to let us know how you're doing. God Bless! Shirlene

Hello, What your feeling is so normal. I cried over anything the last two days before surgery. I have a journal that I keep for both of my daughters and when they become 18 I will give it to them. That is where I wrote everything to them, incase I did not make it through. Since I did make it through the next time I wrote in it, I shared with them all the things I will be able to do with them since having the surgery. In my journal that I write to the Lord, I shared my feelings with my husband. He never did have to read it. I will continue to pray for you and has soon as you can let us all know how you are doing. Blessings Geri