I am back...prayer request

Hi Everyone
I have been off the board for too long.  My old laptop died, and it took a week to replace it. 

Then, Sunday night, I ended up in the ER with a definite probability of another pulmonary embolism. 

I would appreciate you would keep me in your prayers.  The reason for the clot is that I had to have a procedure on my back.  Whenever I need a procedure, I have to stop the coumadin for six days.  Usually, I tale Lovenox, another anticoagulant, as a back up.  This last procedure, I was instructed to only take the Lovenox for two days.  I think that contributed to the problem.

When I was in the ER, I had a meltdown, which I had never done before.  I was afraid I would die, Both of my brothers were taken to that ER, and died of pulmonary emboli.  Understand, I am not afraid to go home to Jesus.  I just wanted my grandchildren and kids to have me in their lives longer.  My children never knew both of their grandfathers.  My dad died at 51, when Colleen was 15 months old.  My ex's dad died in his forties, when Colleen was 2 and Chris was 9 months old. 

Thanks for your prayers.

Hugs,
Trish