1 year Anniversary today!!!!!!!!
Hi all,
I know I don't post very much, but today is important and I knew I needed to come and share.
I still remember last year like it was yesterday. The anticipation, fear of failure, and the long, long, long wait!!!!
Here I am though I year out and down a total of 125lbs. My initial goal was 125, however, due to chronic pain I am having a very hard time being consistent with excersise, I am waiting on state insurance so I can be treated.
Anyway, I cannot seem to lose anymore off my stomach. Everytime I lose it comes off places that don't need losing and I end up with more skin. I am contemplating not going any lower, getting my body strong, building muscle and waiting a year before any plastic. I have a feeling though I most definitley will need a tummy tuck and augmentation of Breast because I have completely deflated, LOL. I look like I have breast fed 20 children.
I have finally figured out most of my quirks with my pouch and am now able to eat healthy regular food, but it took me a long time.
I told my husband last night, my surgery happened so fast, I was very bad in one particular area of getting ready, chewing 20-30 times, I have FINALLY implemented that I am able in a 45 min period to get 4-6 onces of food down. I am sure none of you where so thick you didn't figure this out much sooner. I am too thick some times, and had spent most of my life eating in a 5 minute span so learning to sit for 45min is a new challenge, but one I happily take on.
I am grateful to each of you, despite my lack of participation you have always been here for me and you have no idea how much that means to me.
I love you all,
God bless
Trish