Still ifting it up
Oh, Lord. I am sorry that I have been distracted and obsessive lately. I know that I haven't been as enthusiastic lately, and I've had doubts and second thoughts. It feels sometimes as though my own mind is sabotaging me. But, Lord, You know that I truly want you to be in control of everything in my life. I know that this surgery would be beneficial to me. It would make me thinner, leaner, and more able to move. It will also improve my health. It will provide a tool to use to gain the victory over food addiction and gluttony. I remember, Lord, that surgery is not the answer, but that Jesus Christ alone is the answer to all I seek. Remember that, Lord, I do pray that the insurance company will approve my request for surgery. I pray that I will be approved, have the surgery in your perfect timing, and use the experience to bring glory to Your name.
In Jesus' name.
Amen.