Why do I torture myself??Thoughts...

I was in prayer last night and I was praying about the weight loss procedure and that all would work out. I have been worried about everything from finances to where we will stay to if I will pass all the tests. As I was praying, I could just sense the presence of God in the room and I was at perfect peace. I know He is going to work it all out and there is no need to worry, but I got up today and worried and spun my wheels for another day. It just amazes me at times that I can know the Truth, but still worry. My God is a God of provision, of more than enough. I know that and I continue to have episodes of doubt. How Great my Savior is to put up with and even love me!!

Amy...I know how it is...as women we do tend to muddle over thoughts..the what ifs...but as you said our God isn't just the God Who says He is the I Am but He was before all things and is the End of all things...the Alpha and the Omega..the Beginning and the End and what is ooo coool He is over everything in between!!! Nothing surprises Him and nothing shocks Him. He owns the cattle on a 1,000 hills and the hills they are on! Isn't that awesome! If this surgery is His will nothing can stop it because nothing or no one can thwart His plan for you...and you are important to Him! In Christ's love, Joan M

I don't know Amy why we worry when we know better but we all do. Mayber it is because we are still in the flesh and can be tempted and tested with fleshly thing. Satan likes nothing better than for us to doubt and stay worried. When we are weak we must cling ever tighter to the God who has promised to take care of us and we can remind each other of that very thing. In love, Sandyd