:-I Need prayer Iam I doing the right thing

I HAVEN'T POSTED FOR ABOUT 2 YEARS, IN THAT TIME MY HUSBAND BECAME VERY ILL WITH HIS HEART AND HAS SINCE DIED APRIL 8 OF THIS YEAR. I WAS HE'S CARETAKER FOR OVER 2 YEARS. SO NOW I THINK IS TIME FOR ME. 3 YEARS AGO I TRYED TO HAVE SURGURY BUT MY INSURANCE AT THAT TIME WOULD NOT PAY, BUT I HAVE NEW INSURANCE THAT WELL PAY, MY PRAYER REQUEST IS IAM I DOING THIS TO SOON AFTER MY HUSBAND DIED, OR SHOULD I WAIT A LITTLE LONGER, WE WERE MARRIED 39 YRS, i MEET HIM WHEN I WAS 17 & MARRIED HIM AT 18. HIS DEATH HAS BEEN VERY HAD ON ME. BUT I ALSO KNOW THAT LIFE GOES ON. SO IF YOU SISTERS IN CHRIST COULD GIVE ME A LITTLE HELP I WOULD GREAT APPCIATE IT. YOUR SISTER IN CHRIST COLLEEN

Hi Colleen, I am so sorry for your loss. Losing a husband can be devastating. Some people say not to make any major changes in the first year after something like that. My suggestion is to pray and ask the Lord to go before you in the process. The Lord can open OR close doors along the way. Investigate the procedure and begin the process and see where the Lord guides you. Hugs, Trish

Colleen, You have had a very difficult few years. I think that its a great idea that you are looking to take care of yourself for a change. The Lord guides our steps and leads where He wants us to go. Begin your research, talk to your Dr, your Pastor/counselor, other support persons in your life. Get their advise as they know you and where you are at emotionally. Pray and ask the Lord to show you what he wants for you. He will answer you and speak to your heart. I am sorry for your loss. You were together a long time. I will pray for the Lord to continue to comfort and guide you. Hugs, Robin