So hard to get consistency~

stayceX
on 2/16/06 9:49 pm - Baltimore, MD

I just can't seem to get any consistency in my routine going and I know it is critical for me to get back on track. Everything in my life right now feels like it has been turned upside down... well other than my job. That is about the only thing that feels stable. I love working out.. so why is it that I don't do it for periods of time. I feel like I've just completely been abusing this gift of a new body I have been given. I need to shake this phase or whatever I am going through off and rise above it all. I am stronger then this. Time to come back fighting. Instead of going to happy hour tonight I need to go hit a heavy bag. Problem is no heavy bag at my Y. Maybe I'll get a friend to get some target gloves on and just go to town. Ugh.. who am I kidding. I know I am going to happy hour. I want to celebrate with my co-worker that is leaving. Ok.. this weekend is the start of renewel. I'll be back here on Sat and Sun reporting how it goes. XX00 Stacy