I need prayer!!!!

I am getting so discouraged with my weight loss. As you know, I cannot have the surgery right now cause ins won't cover it! We are waiting on a settlement which could be 2 years.......I have been trying to do weigh****chers. Today....forget it! It has been 6 weeks and I lost 11 1/2lbs the first week and only a total of 16 for the full 6 weeks! Tell me....does the urge to eat go away eventually??? I feel yet again, Like a miserable failure. My BS have gone down but....almost no weight loss! Please give me some hope...... I am sorry but this is getting me down. Can't blame it on PMS now. I had the hysterectomy. BBBOOOHHHOOO! I know, I know, Get over it! Tammy