How can I overcome my fear
One of the horrible parts is being so large is fear of accidents. And why aren't there larger chairs? I broke at least 2 back in the day. I needed to sit! My feet were a 10 pain wise.
Along the way in my transformation I discovered some thing that might help.
I got a bariatric walker (I called it wide-ass). It has a basket to carry stuff and has a seat. It allowed me to go out more as well as a great resting place when gardening. I wish I had gotten it sooner. So basically, bring your own seating!
My greatest memory was when when there was a fire alarm when I was getting chemo. We all evacuated on a cold winter day, bringing along our buddies, the IV stands. I grabbed my coat and walker on the way. I sat in toasty comfort while everyone else stood and froze.
I still have the walker but mostly use it for moving stuff back and forth from the garage. I hope this helps.