Jealousy
Surgery for me was 12-2010....
I have not made it to 199 yet but still know I will!!
I have seen people complete goal every year while I still plug along. The further out I go the more doubt I struggle with... But I am not a quitter!!
It is hard sometimes to not get discouraged and jealous... Although I love to see and read others successes!! It is exciting... But can be discouraging to.
Great post!
Wow! Your progress so far is amazing! Even though you're not at your goal, I hope you're SUPER proud of yourself.
VSG with Dr. Salameh - 3/13/2014
Diagnosed with Binge Eating Disorder and started Vyvanse - 7/22/2016
Reconstructive Surgeries with Dr. Michaels - 6/5/2017 (LBL & brachioplasty), 8/14/2017 (UBL & mastopexy), 11/6/2017 (medial leg lift)
Age 42 Height 5'4" HW 319 (1/3/2014) SW 293 (3/13/2014) CW 149 (7/16/2017)
Next Goal 145 - normal BMI | Total Weight Lost 170
TrendWeight | Food Blog (sort of functional) | Journal (down for maintenance)
I was there once upon a time. Everyone passed me by in the beginning. Now I feel like I am only in competition with myself. Maintenance is a ***** and sadly, most of the people I know who had surgery the same time as me (2008) have had serious regain. I feel badly for them, but refuse to feel "guilty" for keeping my weight off. I celebrate ME everyday.
Forgiving myself for letting myself get 200 pounds overweight has helped me stay at goal. I finally feel at peace. You will get there, too!!
Laura in Texas
53 years old; 5'7" tall; HW: 339 (BMI=53); GW: 140 CW: 170 (BMI=27)
RNY: 09-17-08 Dr. Garth Davis
brachioplasty: 12-18-09 Dr. Wainwright; lbl/bl: 06-28-11 Dr. LoMonaco
"May your choices reflect your hopes and not your fears."