Afraid to be Thin.

Thank you :)  I didn't think I would be alone with having these feelings, but it's great to actually see that I'm not.  I guess the only real struggle im having is dealing with the fact that food isn't my drug anymore.  And I don't feel like I need it, but I still having found a coping mechanism that has worked as well as food did.  Maybe once I get to goal and stabalize for awhile I'll be able to find other coping mechanisms or maybe just dealing with everything without a coping mechanism for awhile will help me and make me stronger.  This is the first time I've ever thought that I could actually succeed and I guess the unknown is scary sometimes :)

Never alone on OH!! *Hugs*

Its scary. Some days are worse than others. I allow at least one time a month when Aunt Flow and Uncle Tom visit, to be more forgiving with food choices. I keep up my exercise regardless. BUT that's me. And that's LIFE, you know? I sound like a recovery billboard, but if you keep walking it out, stay in touch with your recovery friends, reach out to? others, it helps.
Is there anything you've found that you really enjoy? Forget about the fears or the people around, does any activity bring you a sense of happiness?