I wanna whine

I'm so there. It's heart breaking to see the disappointment and wonder when everyone asks and I feel like I want to make up a number just so it could be higher than last week. Even though in my head when I rationally think about it, I know I'm losing and I'm wearing scrubs that I never could fit before but I still don't see it myself. I had a check up with my surgeon 2 weeks ago and I cried because I only lost 6 pounds in a week. As much as he told me that the range is 2-3 pounds a week, I still felt like I was a failure. I just touched my 4 week out and I thought the pounds would just drip right off of me but then I think it took 24 years to get to this weight and it's going to take more than a few months to get it off! It helps when I give myself a check up from the neck up:)