Is this what you call an NSV?
Just wanted to share! Though I am not sure at all this is what you call an NSV, so please correct me if I'm wrong! lol!!!
Yesterday, my husband took me shopping. Why? Well I keep complaining that my almost 80 pounds loss doesn't show, and I keep asking him for reassurance every night! I make him touch me everywhere (he is not complaining about that part I have to say!) and tell me where he "feels" the loss, cause I don't see it.
Plus, he can't bare seeing me in my baggy clothes anymore.
So here I go, shopping. I dno't want to buy too much, so I settled for a pair of jeans, and a training kit (pants, shirt and jacket), oh yeah and 2 bras and some underwear!
So last time I shopped, I was a size 5X in pants and shirt, a size 48DDD no wire of course for the bras. Yesterday, I bought perfect size clothes 3X and a 44D bra. Finally, I looked at myself in my mirror this morning, and I felt good. I felt sexy, I felt beautifull. 3X isn't bad.
Made me remember when I was a 2-3X, and how and didn't despite myself as much as I did with a 5X. Made me remember that I use to feel good about myself. Not perfect, no. But good. I KNOW I have a self esteem issue, I nenver loved my body, even when I was a perfect size/shape and sporty girl! This process is showing me where I was wrong, it's showing me a new perspective on myself.
I am starting to like myself, my look! Oh don't get me wrong, I WILL NOT STOP there! NO WAY! This is too good of a feeling to not go further! lol!!!
thanks for reading, and of course for all your support!
Yesterday, my husband took me shopping. Why? Well I keep complaining that my almost 80 pounds loss doesn't show, and I keep asking him for reassurance every night! I make him touch me everywhere (he is not complaining about that part I have to say!) and tell me where he "feels" the loss, cause I don't see it.
Plus, he can't bare seeing me in my baggy clothes anymore.
So here I go, shopping. I dno't want to buy too much, so I settled for a pair of jeans, and a training kit (pants, shirt and jacket), oh yeah and 2 bras and some underwear!
So last time I shopped, I was a size 5X in pants and shirt, a size 48DDD no wire of course for the bras. Yesterday, I bought perfect size clothes 3X and a 44D bra. Finally, I looked at myself in my mirror this morning, and I felt good. I felt sexy, I felt beautifull. 3X isn't bad.
Made me remember when I was a 2-3X, and how and didn't despite myself as much as I did with a 5X. Made me remember that I use to feel good about myself. Not perfect, no. But good. I KNOW I have a self esteem issue, I nenver loved my body, even when I was a perfect size/shape and sporty girl! This process is showing me where I was wrong, it's showing me a new perspective on myself.
I am starting to like myself, my look! Oh don't get me wrong, I WILL NOT STOP there! NO WAY! This is too good of a feeling to not go further! lol!!!
thanks for reading, and of course for all your support!
VSG on 04/24/12