I don't know what the point of this post is... depressed...
Thank you everyone *****sponded. My situation hasn't changed at all in the last 2 weeks but I'm making sure I at least take my meds regularly. And the more I talk about my issues the less I can deny them. That means I either have to face them or force myself back into denial.... **** facing problems is hard and painful! :( Denial is so much easier sometimes, except your problems are still there when you come out...