plastics and hernia repair...

 i to wish our skin would just magically reform to our new body's its like wearing a suit thats way to big... walkin around still lookin like a huge person that we arnt anymore.. i mean dont get me wrong i will never be a itty bitty tinny bikini girl but i would like my shape to be what it really is... not 4 sizes bigger all over my toned frame... ok sorry to rant..... anyhow... its nice to be admired.. but its all of u who keep me going... an inspire me.... i will try to be brave enough to take an post some pics..

Hiii - it's been a while.

I am super happy for you. That is so awesome! I am so happy for you and will keep you in my prayers. Hope your hubby is doing better. It's been a long road. I finally had my surgery and I am home recovering. So far I've lost 11 pounds in one week. It's crazy, but I am missing eating and the smell of real food. I started my puree diet today. Does it get easier?

 hang in there hun... it does get MUCH easier... soon once u are on solids an can start to play food roulette then u learn what u can an cant have.... by what ur body will an will not tolerate... not whats on a list... then................ u just wake up an its routine... like its always been that way.. u eat because its time to... its scheduled like ur vitamins an supplements... from there its all EASYYYYYYYY  there will be days when u really  crrave soemthing later on or smell something an think u miss it but one taste... an u wil think how in the hell did i ever eat that... like for instance pizza was my fav food in the world.. now i cant stand even the smelll of it... the texture is like rubber.. an nothing but grease... waste of money an calories... u can do this we all can...