What are you eating? Monday

Rough weekend here, started Thursday night actually. Mom is on a fast downhil slide and it's not going to get better. Thursday night she asked me to call the funeral home to make sure everything is in order. I guess that's when it really hit me that is not going to be that much longer. She's ready to die now, she has let us all know.

I've called hospice for more help, and of course they are sending it.  The Chaplin came out on Friday and talked to us, nurses and freinds galore all weekend.

I was at Mom's house all day Friday and my eating was nearly nil, I think I ate a Greek yogurt , a string cheese and I shared a homemade latte with Mom, that's it. This weekend wasn't much better.

Pre B - SF NF BSC Latte - 3/4

B - Greek yogurt with Kay's Natural's cereal mixed in
S -?

L - shrimp wonton soup, banana

S - ?

D - chicken of some sort

S - ?

 Jan,
Sorry to hear that things are moving so quickly.  Praying for strength, peace and grace for all of you. 

Hugs,

Oh Jan I'm so sorry its all coming to a head. I wish you the best and will send a lot of mental support your way.

B - 12oz skim mootopia with 4oz 2% chocolate mootopia - I'm finding this combination makes me more likely to drink my milk and less likely to go looking for something sweet

L - chicken and veggies (recipe from my blog) - I made a large batch and froze it to have through the next week or two - the salsa was crazy hot this time though

D - meatloaf and a salad (baby mixed greens, pears, walnuts and a pear vinagrette)

I've been in the mood to cook, although I am not really in the mood to eat

Jan I can take over posting this again now if you want, or you are welcome to continue if you'd like

My weight is up again, 249... NO NO NO NO NO. But what's stupid is that my pants are all getting big again. I pulled out some 20s and 18s that didn't fit two weeks ago and they are fine now. Weird.

Jenn - please take it back over, I'm not sure when I'll be around. I will continue to post when I can.

Thank you all for your support. I have said all along I don't want her to suffer, that is my main concern. I would rather see her go sooner, selfish as that may sound.

It's not selfish. You are all under so much stress - it makes total sense that you want her to be at peace. You and your mom are in my prayers for a gentle loving passing to the next realm.

Jan - I am sending you hugs and prayers. 

B- EAS Advanedge Shake
L- chili
D- Chicken and green beans
S- Protein shake

I am working on uping my protein.  I noticed that I slacked in this department.

B - banana and a handful of peanuts

L - Turkey Chili and Special K crackers

S - Activia Light Yogurt

D - Pasta Salad (high protein whole grain pasta with chicken and veggies)

Janelle
Im so sorry honey about your mama.
Its hard when my grandmal passed it was so hard on everyone,but we didnt wonna see her suffer or be in pain.
It hurts and we are here for you .
I pray for your mama and also for your family to have strentgh,it sounds like she has made her peace.
Hugs and much love......................

I did pretty well with sticking to Medifast Sat and Sun, so I'm keeping it going. I liked being on the losing side. I want it to start happening again...

B - MF vanilla pudding
S - MF choc pudding
L - MF chicken & rice soup
S - MF shake
D - Turkey burger, broccoli
S - MF pudding