I lost my MOM
Tommi, I am very sorry to hear about your mother's passing. 
It's difficult to lose a parent, although if the parent has been ill or suffering, a small part of you is glad they are at peace. My mother passed away ten years ago this month, and while I was sad that she passed, her quality of life had been poor for years and she was not happy. Once my brother died (six months earlier), I think she decided it was time to go.
The pain of your loss will lessen with time, and you'll always have her with you in your heart. The days ahead will be tough, but just take each day at a time. My family sends its prayers to your family during this sad time.
Kix

It's difficult to lose a parent, although if the parent has been ill or suffering, a small part of you is glad they are at peace. My mother passed away ten years ago this month, and while I was sad that she passed, her quality of life had been poor for years and she was not happy. Once my brother died (six months earlier), I think she decided it was time to go.
The pain of your loss will lessen with time, and you'll always have her with you in your heart. The days ahead will be tough, but just take each day at a time. My family sends its prayers to your family during this sad time.
Kix
Hey girl...hope you are coping well with this. It's not an easy thing to deal with. You've got a new life to look forward to and you mom who wanted this so much for you is gone. Hang in there. It gets worse before it ever starts getting better. I lost my mom when she was 67 almost 7 years ago. But I know she's not in pain anymore and is in heaven with her savior! That makes it bearable for me.
You are in my prayers!
You are in my prayers!