HUGE SV
congratulations to you!! you are doing great!
that unreal feeling just lasts and lasts - at least in my case. it's been 3 1/2 years since my surgery, i've lost 293 lbs, my bmi went from 66 to 24, and i still feel like the fat girl. it's weird, but i'm just going with it! i think the hanging skin is at least part of not being able to get past it, but i believe another big part of the mind set is that i'm 51 years old and i've been seriously overweight my entire life. it's just gonna take time to re-set the brain!
just enjoy your success! even though i'm semi-confused about what i look like, i'm VERY happy.
all the best.
deb