7 Months

Well its been 7 Months since I got wheeled into that cold as ice operating room I can still remember the Dr saying its ok she has anxiety she told me about it (because I was shaking like a scared dog in a lighting storm) And then they were waking me up and telling me how healthy I was for being so SMO. lol  This weekend I went to  LB thanks to Kix  and I actualy had fun in the dressing room. I looked myself over pretty good in the full length mirror and noticed alot of extra skin I hadn't noticed without the Full length mirror.....I also noticed how well those size 18s hide the skin compared to the how the size 32s hid  things.......If you know what I mean!   I also found my collar bones! which as most of you know is a pretty big deal lol  I tried to make them go away in the mirror and I think they are here to stay.  I have some new pics on my profile and jenn?  thats one of the new LB outfits if you like it,  Its yours lol I'll try to be good to it lol  Thanks everyone for being here on the BMI over 50 Forum , I know sometimes I get all mushy bout this forum but its truely made me a stronger person and helps me every day to deal with the things/ people in life that just get to be to much!  Estelle 7 Months Edit: Because I just wanted to say that I have 5.5 lbs to go untill I no longer qualify for the surgery!        and that will be like WOW!!    its whats been pushing me for the last couple weeks..

Estelle you have done awesome i cannot thank you enough for the support you have given me. you are a beautiful woman inside and out. you all are such inspirations to me. congrats on your loss. huggs

Thanks! that was very sweet :)

Congratulations to you Estelle!!

:)

You is shrunked.  Majorly.  My hips are NEVAH gonna fit in those pants!  Most of the pants you sent me would fit fine if not for my stupid hips.  I heart the sparkly ones though :) I tried on my hubb's belt today, and it buckled, on the THIRD hole.  He uses the 4th hole, so I'm getting close LOL

Thanks!  you will lose the hips and all these pants will fit you too!   you have way to much determination to not fit in them lol   I liked the sparkly ones too , I also liked the ones with embroidery on them My daughter thought they were just to weird,  lol but she also thinks i'm just to weird most of the time too. You probably agree with her more than me lol  Its amazing how one day they dont fit and the next they do. it will happen! 

 

Thanks for always being here

Estelle

I'm not sure what I think of the embroidered ones - I like them but then I think "my mom would wear these"  My mom really likes pants with stuff on them for some reason.  I'm looking more and more like her, it might be freaky if I dress like her too   But I will, just better :)

Estelle -  I just looked at the pics and you look amazing - WOW!!!  You go girl Congrats!!!!

Time sure flies when you're having fun, eh?  Congrats on finding your collar bones - I still remember looking in the mirror and discovering mine; what fun!!!   {{{{{hugs}}}}} Kellie