MONDAY WEIGH IN!
Karma....What would life be without it? 250lbs gone! 410/160... Life's sweet!

After reading that, I'm kind of glad I'm in an apartment! I would go batty trying to get all that done. Kuddos to you hon, big time kuddos! I had a great weekend - spent lots of time outside and kept pretty busy just playing. Although I was disappointed to try on my skinny jeans and find them a little tight - ugh. In the midst of trying to lose for camp this week, I went out of control and I gained 5 pounds. I can feel it too. I did figure out what was triggering my eating binge - the camp itself! Isn't that just too funny, the thing I am so excited for is the one thing that has me delving into the food like a crazy woman. I admit it, I am scared to death about this camp. I'm also extremely excited but it is bringing up a lot of old feelings from my fat days. You know the ones, always being the fat one who couldn't keep up and was made fun of, thus never wanting to exercise again? Yup, that was me, despite wanting to be active I hated being made fun of and I have the fear that it will happen again at the camp. Irrational I know, but it is hard to convince my brain of that.
For the next few days I’m going a bit hard core to try and lose at least the 5 pounds I gained – I just don’t feel good with these extra few pounds and I want to feel good at camp!
on 3/10/08 4:09 am - San Antonio, TX
Surgery weight: 340
Last week: 295.6
Today: 291.8 Jeanine



SURGERY WEIGHT-357(01/19/07-the day released from hospital)
Last weigh in-195 Today's weight-188
The only person that is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Live while you are alive
Tricie