Thanks, Everyone!
A big hug from me to all of you for helping me through my latest pity party. I think it must have been hormonal, mostly because I wanted to cry, cry, cry all day long. Problem is, I'm not a crier, so I don't know how to cry, cry, cry all day long. Even watching the ultimate chick flick "Truly, Madly, Deeply" didn't get me sobbing. Maybe I should have dropped a hammer on my foot or something, but then, I'd have probably started swearing rather than crying. 
I feel like I'm no longer derailed. It helped that a job in my field (yes!) popped up on the federal job site and the job is located here in Denver. Of course, the job could already be promised and they are just posting because they have to, but I plan to apply anyway.
Eating a loaf of sourdough bread yesterday (not all at once, I ate it all day long) did nothing to calm my nerves, it just made me feel ill and today I keep having to visit the bathroom (trying not to provide TMI!), so I'm back to eating for fuel and not eating to mask feelings.
I appreciate very much the friendships on this board. I love you all. 
Kix
I feel like I'm no longer derailed. It helped that a job in my field (yes!) popped up on the federal job site and the job is located here in Denver. Of course, the job could already be promised and they are just posting because they have to, but I plan to apply anyway.
Eating a loaf of sourdough bread yesterday (not all at once, I ate it all day long) did nothing to calm my nerves, it just made me feel ill and today I keep having to visit the bathroom (trying not to provide TMI!), so I'm back to eating for fuel and not eating to mask feelings.
I appreciate very much the friendships on this board. I love you all.
Kix
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