need to vent

Wow I have had a day for a nightmare but I am a bit proud I made it through.  My little old mother (she will be 75 though you would not know it) walked out on her new husband(married a 11/2 Years) and ran away to my house last night well all is well that end well they kissed a made up today. But I stayed up coming her down then My job called and some 2/3rds of my staff called off so with no sleep at 1130PM  I went to work. worked a 12 hour very busy shift came home and am still standing. and my support system (my husband) is away for two days. why am I so proud??? well 1. did not blow my diet ( though I really really wanted to ) 2. did not try to find a cigerette ( Though I REALLY WANTED THAT  and were I worked would have been easy to get) 3. and have as of yet not been crabby with my kids.

Congratulations!  Keep up the good work.  You are doing a fine job. Beth

WOW for YOU!  That's a tremendous amount of pressure to not fall back on old habits or just melt!  Those coping mechanisms that you can put into place now will help you so much post surgery when you cannot eat to remove the stress. I'm proud of you too! Congrats on getting through so successfully!

Thank you for your encoragement today is looking better but your words help put a major positive light on it thank you soooo much