Thank you, everyone

Thanks everyone for the responses when I was so upset the other day.  I thank everyone for helping me. and took a lot in too consideration. 1st ---  I came to my sences and realized I am doing this for me, not anyone else. for me, So I refuse to give anyone control over me but me. I kicked in gear and I think I lost three to five pds this week.  One of this days I will invest in a digital scale. 2nd-- I did tell my daughter how I felt and she apologized to me for what it is worth..  3rd -- I dont care what her dad thinks.  He is a complete idiot. 4th-- The dinner  I knew about but thought it was for the kids, not parents.  Sasha didnt tell me. 5th---Her dad is a complete idiot. Oh I said that. lol 6th---I may have underdressed for the occasion.  I mean it was for taking pictures at the park  before prom. I didnt understand that I might be in it. But I wasnt dressed as a slob either. My clothes fit and was orderly.   Her dad is an idiot oh I forgot I said that. I do journal and vent on here and in a  notebook.    OH and I have ordered the book The Beck diet solution..  from the local library, but they cant get it yet. I may just order it, I have gotten so many great revues for it.   

I'm glad you're feeling better, Rie.  Please fel free to vent anytime you need!  HUGS, Tracy

Hey Rie, you daughter's dad is a complete idiot -- and you can say it as many times as you like! Good for you!!!! :)  You Can Do This!!!!!!!!

Marie, Sounds like you got the right attitude! Lori

I am so happy you have come to terms with things Move forward for your self. This wls is for self. Glad the eating is over too. Hang tuff girl!