I cannot WAIT to make more than wrap dresses.... I have been sewing a LONG time... right now I do more for my kids & friends than myself because I HATE my size.... but post-op it is ON!!

my stash is HUGE...I got a LOT of nice fabrics that Ive accumulated on sale from various sources that I dont want to waste on my big fat butt knowing Im going to lose quickly in the near future....

I have 3 machines... one straight stitch, one combo quilter and one serger... Im not big into embroidery but I think I want to get the new Brother embroiderer for projects after I lose weight....

Im still pre-op and as you can see by my ticker Im ablut 275...MOST people would never guess it...thanks to my height and my BFF ( SPanx)...    its mostly in my belly & butt ( though I had a HUGE butt even at 120 lbs)...

my self esteem has really been low lately....  my man is always telling me I look good & stuff but it almost feels like he HAS to say it...

anyway, was out with friends this weekend and guys were flirting with me...had a guy drive me crazy to take a picture with him....      I know men are full of crap but it still helps me to think I still got "it" whatever IT is...   

PMS got me wayyy down in the dumps today...  and I didnt go for my run this morning.... 
my PCP still hasnt filled out my paperwork right.... 

Most of this probably sounds like a drunk rambling but  I just need this dang surgery to get approved & hurry up and happen....

They feel great! They coming faster than I can post them..lol

Hey by the way love your new profile pic. To cute girl!

 Congrats on joining us on the loser's bench!!!

 That's great!  And isn't it amazing how quickly the NSVs are coming?