good afternoon forum,

its been a minute since ive been on here or OH period...its been two years since my surgery and what have i fiinally realized...i cant do it alone. i found myself become that statistical weightloss patient...you know suffering from depression...becoming a heavy wine drinker...all because no one understands my struggles and thinks because i lost 140 my life should be great. they dont understand the physical and mentals struggles one goes thru with this surgery. by no means is this the easy way out.

so i laid in bed and decided i need to go back to the one place that had open arms for me before i lost the weight...the one place that i know there are tons of others who havve walked my walk and could give me guidance...i wanna come back home!!