Thinking of Getting Body Builder Buff Again, Since I can't be thin

Ok, You newbies may not know this but I use to be really buffed out, i'm talking big ass popeye biceps and I was strong as hell.   I could never get thin so I though well if I can't be thin I can be buff.  I loved my body and I'm thinking i'm gonna go for that look again.  

Hmmm.  I just finished a heavy lifting workout, but I won't be able to get on a fixed routine until after I return from my trip but i'm thinking i'm gonna make it happen.

Whatever you do...bodybuilding, swimsuit model you know your baf got your back.. I think this would be a great way to get results you need and its a good hobby as well.

I would like to see some picture of your bodybuilder self. My cousin is into weight lifting and I love the way her muscles are defined. She take proud in it too.  

I don't lift for a hobby I do it because I love having muscles.   It's what people know me for they always want me to flex.   But I unloaded my guns last year and just haven't taken the time to reload, but I started back last night.  I blew my biceps, shoulder and triceps up.  I can't wait for the soreness to set in, I love wore muscles. 

I think Yvette looks gross in those pics.

Yeah Yvette is over cooked LOL....well let us see your progress as you go take plenty of pics:)

Lee at least u have a happy medium.  My mind wants thin, DH feels secure when I'm thick,and  I don't want buff.   Even if I did, just not motivated that way.  So I am still searching for my happy medium.  Somewhere between medium to thin.  It's out there and I will find my way to it.
I have seen pics of the Buff Lee.  It does work for you. 
Take care,
Z

I don't consider buffed a happy medium I am actually even sad when i'm muscular because i'm still fat, i'm just fat with muscles.  

I have my 6 year check up on Wed, and i'm going to ask about a revision.  I'm pretty sure Kaiser doesn't do them but hey it's worth asking.  I am going to finance it myself if they say no.  Becca has already said just tonight, that I should see how much it costs.

I don't know what the hell we are going to do Z, but I do know that I am going to keep chasing thin until I catch that biotch and once I do I will never let her go again.

If only I had known how close I was and how hard it is to get that close again.  This time I will settle for close cause now it seems like it was a dream.  I would love to hear you are getting to small.  Now all I hear is,  how much of that weight have you gained back.  You were looking good.  Where was the you are looking good when I was smaller?  This time I decide. 
We will overcome fat and put thin on lockdown. 

Most important you were happy!  Exercise is your thing.  Get lean! 

Yea I was happier when I was buff.

i say enjoy your trip and pump it up when you come back! i am working to get back to boxing, i cut my nails  and have to get custom arch supports before i can back into the gym routine, just want to tone up the bat wings and push off a few pounds more to get to goal.