I Hate My Body. It's my 16 Year Anniversary
on 4/4/12 12:17 am, edited 4/4/12 1:28 am
I woke up to balloons and gifts from my dear wife whom I love so much. It makes 16 years for us and i'm so happy and excited for this day.
But like with everything else my weight puts a damper on it. I stepped on the dam scale today and it says 204, i'm so sick of it. I just gain weight for no dam reason even when i'm working out like crazy and eating right. I swear it makes me want to throw it all to hell and eat like a fat chick all day.
I'm suppose to be flowing today, but with this menopause who ever knows when I will flow. LOL. But i'm not complaining, well maybe I am complaining about the dam hot flashes. lol But menopause sure don't help with weight loss. DAMIT I'M DOOMED.
So on the agenda for our anniversary, Becca is leaving school at 9:15 we are going to the gym and workout for a hour and then the celebration begins, I don't know what she has planned but I know it's something good cause she said bring your camera. :)
I just have to forget the stupid ass scale and enjoy my anniversary.
I'll just add.........Enjoy your anniversary, and put all things weight related out of your mind for the evening and celebrate whats really important after it's all done.....and that is........You have each other to love!!....Weight be damned!!!
JJ
MSW Roux-En-Y Gastric Bypass: Eat sensibly & enjoy moderation
Links: Are you a compulsive eater? for help OA meets on-line Keep Coming Back, One Day At a Time Overeaters Anonymous
LV'N MY RNY. WORKING FOR ME BECAUSE I WORK FOR IT.