Am I making any progress? I wonder

LEE
on 2/9/12 1:07 am
Hey yall

I am starting to get a bit discouraged even though I am doing my best to do my best, wellllll maybe.   Yesterday I went to the gym twice, once with Becca at 2:30 and I ran for 15 minutes and did arms, then I turned around and went to a  7:30pm Zumba class which had me sweating like a fat pig in a hot spring.  BUT. BUT, and here is the killer, after zumba I got m&m's.   I am so sick of myself.

I am going to continue to workout and try to eat less candy because I am sick of this.  I saw pictures of myself at my sister in law birthday and I looked ******g HUGE!!!   I cannot believe I look like a dam pre-op person.   I am sick of seeing myself looking so plump and bloated.  I hate it.

Sooooooo  I feel really tired and disgusted but i'll just feel worse if I stop so i'm going to keep going and keep working out and maybe one day my pants will fit better.

Ho dam hum. 

I'll do scale pics on Monday.  Don't expect too much.
Salty Pickle a.k.a.  Lee
MSW will not settle
on 2/9/12 2:35 am, edited 2/9/12 2:35 am
MsLee you will progress.  Then when things start movong in the right direction you will be better able to resist screwing it all up. 

Lord I have more to say than I've got time to talk online.  We need to alternate our highs and lows.  I'm at bottom or below right now. 

To be continued... 

                   MSW   Roux-En-Y Gastric Bypass: Eat sensibly & enjoy moderation  

 Links:  Are you a compulsive eater?  for help OA meets on-line Keep Coming Back, One Day At a Time  Overeaters Anonymous 

               LV'N MY RNY.  WORKING FOR ME BECAUSE I WORK FOR IT. 

dstgirl2000
on 2/9/12 11:33 pm
Be encouraged still Lee.  You try harder than anyone I've ever heard of, and have a great workout ethic.  I know you will catch the right stride and combination that will work in your favor one day soon.

What you can't do is....give up!!...NEVER EVER concede to that!

You can do this!!

JJ
                        
Lia D
on 2/10/12 12:46 am - Waldorf, MD
Hi Lee!

I think you are on the right track don't give up.  Just going to the gym and eating right as much as you can.  Zumba is a really good aerobic exercise and you went to the gym, your body probably didn't even notice the M&M's.  Eventually, it will come off even with the ocassional slip up.  Take care!

Lia d
Frankie Lee
on 2/13/12 8:52 am - WI
also consider your heart and muscles and joints and brain cells are n love with you!!!  you're strong and healthy and that affects all of your internal organs.  it's not just about u lee...ur liver and pancreas need to live too!!!lol...b encouraged!!!


Seek Heaven
LEE
on 2/13/12 10:06 am
Who cares about all that stuff,  I just want to be thin.   
Salty Pickle a.k.a.  Lee
MSW will not settle
on 2/14/12 6:28 am
Damned skippy!   I've been healthy and rotund now I want to be healthy and slender. 

I'm talking sharon stone slender in that scene in casino where she is wearing a white sequined chemise and throws that guy's chips in the air.  Slim, slender, but not skinny.  

Now how will I staple all this skin in place.     That's gonna mess with my look!    
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