P90X, Running/Waking. Almost Time to get back on it

OK that hell that was my family is now over, I am completely out to a my family, I have smashed my moms out and out gay bashing and even survived the direct blows to my self esteem. 

NOW it is time to get back on my grind,  i lost 20 pounds before I left and now I am ready to get the rest off.  So tomorrow I wil start P90X again, and I will start running/walking again.

I will continue to do Extreme Fat Smsh also because it works for me.  I also am going to ca the plastic surgeon today to see just when I can get my eyes done.

I am ready to get really cute.  LOL 

You're already cute.  You are going for super fine.  Glad you made it back in tact.  Becca too as she must have shared your hell. 

I always miss you when you're gone.  I'm so glad you're back.  Plus I need my other exercise enthusiaste to help me stay accoutable.  Gonna fake run my indoor 10k  today.  I'm interspersing high intensity intervals at random during the slower first half when I can.  For strength its free weights and abs today.   I'll be wiped out but I need the burn. 

I have not given up on EFS.  I absolutely refuse to let it beat me. I'm 14.4lbs up when I want to be 10 lbs down from goal.  That's 25 lbs to loose damnit. 

I'm back on it around the eith or ninth when I'm not with the family.  We often eat out and while its easy to low carb the EFS menu is to limited.   Seventh try's a charm.  Or eigth.  Or ninth.  What ever it takes. 

Allright girl get it in!!!   So  I hope your defination of really cute excludes baggy clothes??!!!!   Don't have me come out to Cali & do a "how do i look" on you!!  

LOL,  Yes mam.

I am wearing clothes that fit and they are looking good on me too, but I can't lie I had on some huge ass shorts yesterday but my shirt was tight so at least half of me looked good. 

My plan is to return to school wearing clothes that fit,  I know everyone will be shocked and I will hate the comments but i'm going to do it.