HOLD MY FEET TO THE FIRE! ACCOUNTABILITY FRIDAY

MSW will not settle
on 3/11/11 12:00 am
Accountability Mission: No Mercy and No Excuses 

Come out wherever you are BAF, we need each other.  We are stronger together.  

You know how to do this. 
Tell the whole truth and be accountable.  Are you living up to your own objectives?  Are you doing what needs doing? 

Many days we will do poorly.  Most days we will do well.  Overall how we average will decide our progress.  Let's average so we make our goals.  Let's thrive today.  Should we slip, we can still thrive this week.   

  
 
 ...All are welcome, jump in at anytime.


For reference:
5 Day Pouch Test (5DPT) website
http://www.5daypouchtest.com/plan/theplan.html
5 Day Pouch Test Instructions
http://www.obesityhelp.com/forums/black_american/3995048/Hold-my-feet-to-the-fire-please-Accountability-Mision/

Protein Train Instructions
http://www.obesityhelp.com/forums/black_american/3993571/Protein-Train-Educate-me-please/#32309205

Wagon Plan Instructions
http://www.obesityhelp.com/forums/black_american/3650242/The-Wagon-Plan-Get-back-on-the-wagon

Overeaters Anonymous
Online Meetings Around the Clock * Information on changing eating behavior 

Protein Sparing Modified Fast (PSMF)
The no op version.  This version is still severe but far more liberal than the one many pre ops are given.   
http://www.holisticmd.org/downloads/ProteinSparingModifiedFast.pdf  

Daily calorie needs calculator
A more advanced calculator that's still easy to use.   
Advanced option lets you choose from  3 different calculation methods.  Enter data once for calorie needs at maintenance;  plus calorie needs for 2 different levels of weight loss; and, results include a week long calorie cycling plan.  Calculator  takes into account age and gender as well as activity level.  Links to other calculators are on the same page. 
http://www.freedieting.com/tools/calorie_calculator.htm

                   MSW   Roux-En-Y Gastric Bypass: Eat sensibly & enjoy moderation  

 Links:  Are you a compulsive eater?  for help OA meets on-line Keep Coming Back, One Day At a Time  Overeaters Anonymous 

               LV'N MY RNY.  WORKING FOR ME BECAUSE I WORK FOR IT. 

MSW will not settle
on 3/11/11 1:02 am
   I've gained a full pound overnight.  I pray its not one pound so far and just tom weight.  Body water % remains constant so for today I can't call this water weight.  

Weight gain is right on time at 3.4 lbs from my low weight.  It does not seem like much but for me it is the difference between fitting my clothing  --or not.  My 'goal for life pants' only fit at goal weight or less.  My winter jeans which never fit this winter are even five pounds or so tighter.  My loose jeans are cutting me up the crotch and my thighs look like over stuffed sausages in them.  I am not very happy at the moment.    

Right now I am tempted to say:
a) fkcu it why even bother; or
b) must cut cals/ carbs to famine level

I will do neither.  Knowing exactly where I stand, I am not in a weight gaining position.  Exercise has been lacking this week; however, I have reduced calories accordingly.  Daily I have consumed below my weight loss requirements and well below my maintenance needs.  In addition, I have gotten in my basic exercise minimum built into my plan. 

So as usual, there is no reason for weight gain.  This time I will not create one by pushing myself to starvation or decreasing weight loss potential by eating to maintenance.  There will be no negative self fulfilling prophesies added in this time. 

I have another endocrinology visit this month and I will go over this history with her.  She has had over six months to watch me "diet" only to fluctuate in a 20 lb range.  Let's see what she's really worth.  I've been trying since August to stay at my low.  Eating to average for ten pounds below goal but still the weight gain. 

Incensed, despondent, and disconsolate I do not know what to do so I will just keep doing what I'm doing.  I know medically, scientifically, etc that I should be loosing weight or maintaining ten below goal.  For now I will continue on as if I were actually loosing instead of gaining. 

While I await my next medical appointments I will come up with another sane approach to fat loss.  For once I thought I could actually weigh in at a normal bmi.  I was less than 3.5 lbs away with nineteen days to go.  Was that really too much to hope for?      
(Inserted in place of non existent smiley with noose around neck.)
Lifebeauty
on 3/11/11 10:21 pm

Hold on to those sane thoughts.  Many times I hurt myself by not giving my body time to catch up with itself and work that scale in the proper direction.  Wishing u well on your next visit to the doc. 
Z

 With  I will succeed.
HW: 280 - LW: 190 - GW - 180  
Unfilled 8/15/11 - WT:  209
1st Fill 11/29/11 - WT: 215.5 - 3cc
2/20/12 - New Goal - Get n Onederland
2nd Fill 4/26/12 - WT: 224.0 - 3cc
Z

MSW will not settle
on 3/12/11 2:03 am
Thanks for the push.  I really need it right now.  I'm still trying... but I could really use a smiley wearing a noose about now. 

Oh an congrats to you.  I noticed how you quietly slipped under 40 lbs to goal.   
LEE
on 3/11/11 10:53 pm
Sick of the ******g struggle.
Salty Pickle a.k.a.  Lee
MSW will not settle
on 3/12/11 1:59 am
AMEN TO THAT ONE!      
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