150 Days, Exactly 5 months Today, I'm scared but determined.

OK, Yall so here it is 5 more months to the big event.   When you look at it 5 months is a long time but for a body like mine 5 months means I have to really stay on top of this and not start slipping and thinking, Oh I have a lot of time."   I refuse to let that thinking creep back into my head.  REFUSE !!!

I have been focusing my meals on fish, chicken, veggies, fruit, and healthy carb snacks just so I can say i'm not doing low carb.   Even though I think my wife has tried to trick me into doing just that.  I am about to stop eating popcorn because the salt is making me feel to puffy and I don't like the feeling now that i'm coming down off some weight as my moma would say.  lol

I'm still focused yall,  please keep the encouragement coming because I still need it.   I am strong, but I have a bad history which I refuse to look back on when it comes to this,  this time it's different and i'm going to do this.



AMEN !!!

Lee,

Your committment and determination is right here for all of us to see.  Posting your feelings is a good way to stay the course and its also a tool and encouragement for thoe of us that are struggling.  Keep up the good work.  You can do it!

Dreamgirl119

Thanks DG,   I am trying to keep strong and your right posting it does help a lot and getting feedback and encouragement from you guys definately helps a LOT!

I'm not trying to be like, oh look at me I have the answer, because I don't have the answer, i'm just a fat girl trying to slim down.  I don't know if what I am doing is going to work because it never has but I have never felt like this before and I certainly have never been this determined.

So thank you for all the encouragment you have given me and please continue to do so,  I really need it not just on days when i'm weak, but moreso on days when i'm strong.  

Lee you have set a goal. To look a certain way and fit into certain clothes by the family reunion.  If you focus on it like you do on exercise its no contest.  Your history is just that history. Lee Shall Overcome.
Take care, u have encouraged us and we are behind you in your goal.
Z 

Thanks LB,  Oh only if what you said were true, then I would have nothing to worry about.   But like you said History is nothing but old **** that happened a while ago so I'm letting that die. 

Thanks for the comment,  I think I will overcome, not sure when or how but I think I will.

We can do this Lee stay focused and determine to make changes you will win the battle.  I look at my weight as a battle that I have to win no option.

You do it MsLee,

Glad you're psyched and holding strong rejecting the negative.  Keep tweaking your plan and finding your way forward.   

You can do it!!  Success is never giving up!  Persevere, Patience and Positive thinking will get you to your goals!