TODAY makes 154 days, I started at 174 days, 20 DAYS COMPLETE
LEE
on 2/9/11 3:44 pm, edited 2/10/11 2:14 am
on 2/9/11 3:44 pm, edited 2/10/11 2:14 am
20 days yall. I have been eating right every single day and keeping my head and heart extremely focused for 20 days.
I am so proud of myself, I can't even begin to tell you how proud I am, but I really am. My mind has never been so strong and neither has my conviction. I am literally doing this.
I workout 2 hours a day, every single meal I consume is healthy, when I go out I make super healthy choices and I am so proud of me.
I remember laying in bed looking at the number on the wall when it was day one and thinking lord please help me to do this, and he has answered my prayer over these 20 days. Thank You Lord.
20 days down, 154 to go. PLEASE LORD, I STILL NEED A MIRACLE OF CONTINUED STRENGTH.
I am so proud of myself, I can't even begin to tell you how proud I am, but I really am. My mind has never been so strong and neither has my conviction. I am literally doing this.
I workout 2 hours a day, every single meal I consume is healthy, when I go out I make super healthy choices and I am so proud of me.
I remember laying in bed looking at the number on the wall when it was day one and thinking lord please help me to do this, and he has answered my prayer over these 20 days. Thank You Lord.
20 days down, 154 to go. PLEASE LORD, I STILL NEED A MIRACLE OF CONTINUED STRENGTH.
Salty Pickle a.k.a. Lee
WOW Lee I am so proud and inspired by you! My mindset is not where you are yet but I'm on my way (this gaining weight has me sooooooooo frightened I've gotten a grip) Thanks so much for sharing because it really gets me fired up and motivated & I'm sure you are helping others
I joined the Y (2 weeks ago) and exercise for 90 minutes no less than 5 days a week. Exercise has increased my appetite so that's my new issue I'm dealing with but I refuse to outgrow my size 10's like I've outgrown the 8's :) Although people tell me I looked to small and sickly in size 8's I'm comfortable that size and once I reach goal I will probably wear size 6's or less . Fock them
Thanks again Lee
I joined the Y (2 weeks ago) and exercise for 90 minutes no less than 5 days a week. Exercise has increased my appetite so that's my new issue I'm dealing with but I refuse to outgrow my size 10's like I've outgrown the 8's :) Although people tell me I looked to small and sickly in size 8's I'm comfortable that size and once I reach goal I will probably wear size 6's or less . Fock them
Thanks again Lee
Change is a Process Not an Event
LEE
on 2/10/11 1:28 am
on 2/10/11 1:28 am
PC I honestly have never in my life had this much determination before. I am doing really well and the most important part of it is I'm not dying from disappointment because i'm not a size 3 in 2 weeks. THAT IS HUGE.
I know you guys have seen my struggle, and frustration, and disgust, and hurt, and just sheer misery over my weight gain and all that plays a part in what i'm doing right now. I think now, not just do, I have my numbers on my wall where I can see them when I go to sleep and when I wake up in the morning, and I lay there and I talk to God and I talk to those numbers and I pour out my heart.
See I hate being all mushy and **** but i'm different now, I swear I have no idea what the hell happened to me but I am so happy it finally happened because now I know I can make it.
I know you guys have seen my struggle, and frustration, and disgust, and hurt, and just sheer misery over my weight gain and all that plays a part in what i'm doing right now. I think now, not just do, I have my numbers on my wall where I can see them when I go to sleep and when I wake up in the morning, and I lay there and I talk to God and I talk to those numbers and I pour out my heart.
See I hate being all mushy and **** but i'm different now, I swear I have no idea what the hell happened to me but I am so happy it finally happened because now I know I can make it.
Salty Pickle a.k.a. Lee
MsLee I need a dose of your inspiration because I'm feeling low on and off right now. Since the start, every time I make progress it reverses itself. Always two steps forward one step back. I lost well in Jan and going backwards in Feb. At this rate I'll need three more cycles of this to get where I need to be. That's six months to drop twelve pounds.
I'm going to keep my numbers on point. Inspite of my junkfood-bowl, calorie average is at maintenance for my ideal weight and I'm holding on to my calorie deficit.
I'm so happy for you. Its a blessing to feel transformed and inspired. I wish I felt this was more within myself than about my body fat percentage. Perhaps I would be more accepting of this struggle. For now I'm just going to feel the positive vibes you are sending through BAF.
I'm going to keep my numbers on point. Inspite of my junkfood-bowl, calorie average is at maintenance for my ideal weight and I'm holding on to my calorie deficit.
I'm so happy for you. Its a blessing to feel transformed and inspired. I wish I felt this was more within myself than about my body fat percentage. Perhaps I would be more accepting of this struggle. For now I'm just going to feel the positive vibes you are sending through BAF.
MSW Roux-En-Y Gastric Bypass: Eat sensibly & enjoy moderation
Links: Are you a compulsive eater? for help OA meets on-line Keep Coming Back, One Day At a Time Overeaters Anonymous
L
V'N MY RNY. WORKING FOR ME BECAUSE I WORK FOR IT.
LEE
on 2/10/11 3:08 am
on 2/10/11 3:08 am
Marcia how many years have you seen me crying and belly aching and then one day WHAMO!!!
I still have to pray for miracles because even though my head is finally ok, I still need my body to respond and we all know how resistant my body is to weight loss.
Keep working woman, we shall overcome, we work to hard not to.
I still have to pray for miracles because even though my head is finally ok, I still need my body to respond and we all know how resistant my body is to weight loss.
Keep working woman, we shall overcome, we work to hard not to.
Salty Pickle a.k.a. Lee
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